This "feel at home" feeling is a very weird one. For starters, I never feel at home. Not in my 3 homes: grany's, friend's or parents's home. Maybe having 3 choices for a home makes it more difficult on the little grey cell that I call my brain. The little grey cell (lgc) feels it needs a single home or no home.
"lgc" doesn't feel having no home and being on the road is a bad thing because it has seen high levels of inner peace when on the move. And when asked to be in a single place for a month or so, "lgc" probably get confused and doesn't know what to do. Then "lgc" starts crying and comes up with reasons like loneliness, work overload, PMS, bad food, etc etc. All because we are not "feeling at home" in the house that houses the worldly belongings. Maybe like "Letta in China", I should just take off to work for the wellness of others but the "lgc" reminds me of petty materialistic things in the wish list. And we need to work to afford them. SO we quietly go back to work everyday and religiously wait for the weekend. Juggling 3 homes on a weekend indeed make my weak end. "lgc" is confused..